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Twinklebear’s dream was a letter from our past life, and a prediction of our reunion.


“Mongols say that a dream is a letter left on a pillow, a message from somewhere for someone, and they believe most important events were portended in dreams.”



You know this from previous memoirs. You know that Twinklebear has had the same recurrent dream since her teenage years at least twice a year without fail, about her abduction in an Asian land, many centuries ago. You know that in this dream, I was her rescuer from her abductor and her imprisonment. Furthermore, you know that this recurrent dream ceased completely, when she and I met in late 2015.

You may also remember from earlier memoirs, that Twinklebear has had a fixation and intense interest in the Mongolian conqueror of the 13th Century, Genghis Khan since Twinklebear was about the age of 7 or 8. So much so, that she pestered her mother about buying her biographies on Genghis Khan, when, other kids her age wanted comic books.

You do know from previous writing, that I have had the nickname of “Genghis” since an early age. What you may not know, is that I acquired this nickname, the very same year that Twinklebear was born. There are no coincidences in the twin flame world.

Twinklebear and I had this conversation this morning:


ME: “I fell hopelessly in love with you, on the very first day when I saw you in late 2015, and that feeling hasn’t changed a bit since that first day. My love for you, my need for you, was all there on that first day. Your flirty sensuality, that seemed only for me, it was overwhelming.”

TWINKLEBEAR: “I felt the same way, Sookybear. I saw you and I knew!”

ME: “The amazing thing is, you haven’t changed. The way you look at me now, the way you smile at me and flash your eyes at me, the flirty way you play with your hair, the way you tilt your head, all that is so classically feminine, that is hardwired into your genes. You are quite a woman. The way we are with each other now, is the same as that very first day in 2015.”

TWINKLEBEAR: “And you are quite a man, so handsome, you overwhelmed me too. My Sookybear, the very first time I saw you, I knew you! You already had this power over me! It’s funny, now that I know you better, you seem so different, yet the same as on that first day. I love you!”

ME: “I love you too! Yes, it is like magic. Like a magic spell you put on me. We definitely had a power over each other since day one—but in a good way, not in a ‘control’ kind of way.”


The pure love tsunami that Twinklebear and I feel toward each other, that seemed fully formed on that fateful day when we met in 2015, still amazes us. It amazes us because the fact that it was fully developed on the very first day—as if we’d known each other before—boggles the mind.

It is all too easy for us to attribute this phenomenon of us “being in love immediately” to us being twin flames, with all that implies with respect to our having past lives as husband and wife, but it is the only reasonable explanation.

But consider all the “coincidences” with respect to Twinklebear’s deep interest in Genghis Khan, my nickname of Genghis, and Twinklebear’s life-long recurrent dream about me, being her savior in a Mongolian-like setting centuries ago—and you can see how it all dovetails into a pattern.

There is no question in my mind, that Twinklebear’s recurrent dream was a “letter left her pillow” about our past, our present and our future.


I love you Twinklebear Lesley Maclean
Forever and a day!
Twin flames, podmates always
Bear Pact Forever!
12 12 12 in every way


2 thoughts on ““MEMOIR: POWER OVER ME”

  1. This is so good my sookybear . Thank you. I love the Mongolian idea, of the letter on one’s pillow. It makes total sense. Such an amazing concept, and idea. I believe this is true. There is such a deep spiritual connection , that we cannot deny,.we just ” click” .I know we were together in a past life,and many others, possibly too. I love you my sookybear podmates Twinflames 🐻 pact forever and a day. 121212

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  2. You are so welcome, my sweet AC Twinklebear. The Mongols were so wise, Twinklebear. Tour recurrent dream was a multiple reminder your life, of us together, in the past, now and in the future. I love you so much, my love, so much, TOO much! Twin flames, podmates, twin doodles, Bear Pact forever! 12 12 12


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