ETERNAL PLAYMATES: “Twinklebear, can you come out and play?”


“Sookybear, I just love to chill with you.”



Let’s review my life for the past two-plus years. Almost two and a half years ago, I met a mysterious stranger from a distant land. Upon meeting said mysterious stranger, the stranger and I immediately felt compelled to talk to each other every day.

Said stranger and I not only felt compelled to talk to each other every day, we felt a mutual compulsion to spend every available minute of every day, with each other.

While spending every available minute with each other, every day, we discovered that we are unbelievably compatible with each in every way, including sexually, intellectually and personally.

Did I miss anything? I can’t think of any way, that we are not totally compatible.

That’s how close we are.

Said stranger and I immediately concluded that the time when we did not spend in each other’s company, was “dead air” (as they say in show business), or periods of time, when we were just “killing time” until we could be in each other’s company again.

The time we spent together became the “important time,” while all other time receded to the back burners in priority—if still required by conventional life and routine.

In other words, Twinklebear became everything to me!

Our early period was punctuated by non-committal (because we could not believe what was happening so suddenly—it was like being carried away by a tsunami) statements, such as….

“I am so into you!”

These non-committal romantic proclamations, betrayed our obvious discomfort with, and denial about our rapidly accelerating love, while both inwardly feeling that we had indeed, become “everything” to the other.

That is no exaggeration. “Twinklebear” Lesley Maclean, is my Twin Flame love, that “mysterious stranger,” and she is everything to me.

In a little over two years, she has completely taken over my life—and I would not want it any other way.

“Sookybear, I just love to chill with you!”

We love our quiche! “WINK”

Twinklebear said that to me yesterday, after we first had an impetuously sudden serving of quiche (“WINK”), followed by hours of just talking, covering all kind of subjects. She said that to me as we reveled in the act—of simply enjoying each other’s company.

We can do this for hours on end. We never tire of talking, which is amazing when you consider how I am with others. Normally, I find conversing with others tedious…after about five minutes.

That’s just it with Twinklebear and I. We are just like little kids, who enjoy being with each other, laughing, having fun, and playing together.

In many ways, being Twin Flames is a return to the age of innocence.

It is like Twinklebear and I take the decades of barriers we learned to erect around us with others, and strip them away when we are with each other. And that’s the way it feels to me, when I am with Twinklebear.

There is a purity to the time I spend with Twinklebear, as the concerns and hangups of the world fall away. It feels as if we are childlike innocents, between whom there are no barriers, no hangups and no false anxieties.

It feels like pure playtime, devoid of extraneous interferences of the “outside world.”

It feels like we as seasoned adults, but sprinkled with the magic of how we felt when we were children, when the experience of pure joy, and pure play prevailed.

Twinklebear is my treasured lover, absolute best friend in whom I confide everything, and the only person in the world—whom I trust completely. She is the most beautiful and sexy woman in existence to me. She is an incredibly smart woman who is at the same time, the pinnacle of femininity to me.

In short, she is everything to me, who I need every minute, every day, forever and a day—my Baby whom I cannot ever be without!

“My sweet Twinklebear—can you come out and play?”


I love you, Twinklebear
Forever and a day
Twin Flames, Podmates always
Bear Pact Forever
12 12 12 in every way


2 thoughts on ““MEMOIR: AGE OF INNOCENCE”

  1. So true my sookybear, such a wonderful memoir. I love it! Love you! ” Are you coming out to play? ” Wink! We do get along so well. Your words are very comforting and loving. Podmates Twinflames 🐻 pact forever and a day! By the way ” as long as I can play dressing up with you , I will come out to play!,” Ha! Donk! Tootsie! 😀❤

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  2. Yes, AC Twinklebear Lesley Maclean, I am coming out to play with you, every chance we can get. “WINK” You Bad Girl—ha! And what I find “comforting,” is that you feel exactly the way about me, as I feel about you. Our compatibility is so complete. I love you, Forever and a day, my love. Twin Flames, Podmates, Bear Pact Forever. Hey! I heard that about “Tootsie!” YOU! Time to spank you, Bad Girl! “WINK”


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