We are all vulnerable, for have we not lived a “previous life” before we met our Only True Love? I know that I did. So did my Only True Love, my Twin Flame “Twinklebear” Lesley Maclean. We, all of us, carry memories and scars from the past, that are a challenge when we meet that special person that is our One True Half. The challenge lies in acquiring and building the absolute belief that our One True Love, will not act like others in our “previous life,” and disappoint. Most of all in this challenge, is to build confidence that our One True Love, will not betray and hurt us.


Twinklebear and I have the most amazing relationship. Fuggeddabowdit “Twin Flames” for a moment, and let’s just take our relationship at face value. We love each other unconditionally, and our innermost motives revolve around unconditionally pledging to never, ever hurt the other. This is so important. In other words, we trust each other, unconditionally.

Both Twinklebear and I can honestly say, that aside from some “early testing of each other” from male and female perspectives in early 2016, that after that initial phase of primal behavior (behavior that is hardwired into males and females since the caveman days)—that our love and trust has matured to the point where we unconditionally will not hurt the other.

In fact, it is unthinkable.

Both of us would rather have a finger cut off, than hurt the other in any way. Truly!

I can state unequivocally, as can Twinklebear, that neither of us has ever done anything that might cause harm or hurt to the other in the past two years. On the contrary, everything that Twinklebear and I have done for the last two years, was predicated on the premise—that neither of us is capable of doing harm or hurt to the other.

“Not capable of!”

These are the key words. You have to understand that Twinklebear and I, are so close (we have elements of telepathy and synchronicity of thought in our relationship), and so totally in tune with each other’s psyche and soul, that the even the thought of betrayal or hurting the other, is not possible.

It really is as simple as that.

Besides, if Twinklebear ever suspected me for example, of surreptitiously talking to some “skinny hobo” (hey, don’t blame me–that’s British slang for a flat-chested female bimbo—ha!), then she would know it for sure, because of our closeness and telepathic nature–and I’d be subject to her rolling pin smashing technique! Ha!



“Hey Twinklebear…..put that rolling in down….I love you….!”


Bad girl! Awwwww. I love you, Baby!

I don’t want to sound sanctimonious, but one reason that Twinklebear and I match up so well, is that we are almost like a different breed—because we are of a higher moral fiber—than most. In this day and age, I believe that people of a higher moral fiber, are in the minority.

When we first met in late 2015, Twinklebear and I found this to be a real novelty. Especially since we come from different cultures. She is a Brit and I am a Yank. It goes beyond that, though. We both believe in politeness and etiquette. There is a coarseness in some segments of society, in both language and behavior, that doesn’t agree with us.

Building this confidence that neither of us would hurt the other was paramount, since there are extraneous dark forces in our lives, both in this world and metaphysical—that would like to hurt Twinklebear and me. These dark entities would like to proclaim….

“Resistance is futile! Control is ours! Surrender your souls and minds!”

Perhaps the dark forces in this world are more insidious than the dark spiritual forces—because they lull people with claims of “looking out for us”—into a temporary comfort zones of trust—and then inflict the emotional pain and damage that they intended. Scumbags!

These dark forces are very clever. They intuitively know people’s innate fears, and then exploit these fears to create uncertainty.

The instrument of choice for these dark forces?

To instill debilitating doubt.

These dark forces of darkness, are like master farmers, sowing seeds of discontent and mistrust, hoping to later harvest the growing crops of these emotional commodities, at a later time. But as Twinklebear has said….

“I won’t let that happen!”

Twinklebear is a tremendously strong woman, with great strength of spirit and resolve. I don’t mind telling you that she has endured—no, not only endured but triumphed—over adversity over the years that would have made weaker women give up. But not Twinklebear.

Perhaps Twinklebear’s finest act of bravery, that “tipping point” that ultimately led to the ultimate salvation of her soul and mind—took place six years ago. It was a life-changing act that in itself, that was both difficult to contemplate, but necessary.

Details of her act are not important in this memoir. Suffice it to say that that act showed a strength of spirit and character that Twinklebear possesses, that I shall always be in awe of.

The cogent point is for Twinklebear and me, that our unwavering unconditional love, trust and faith in each other—have made us a Twin Flame couple of impenetrable strength—impervious to the evil and toxic machinations of dark forces in our orbit, that endeavor to eat away at us from within.

Dark attacks are futile! We are too strong!

We just got rid of one such dark, malevolent entity in September of last year. Other dark forces will encounter similar failures to hurt us. I love you, Baby!

I love you, Twinklebear
Forever and a day
Twin Flames, Podmates always
Bear Pact Forever!
12 12 12 in every way


2 thoughts on ““MEMOIR: UNCONDITIONAL”

  1. So great! Thanks Scott Genghis Wong! My sookybear. I am so aware , as are you. Of these darker forces in our lives! Not only ours. But anyone’s lives ( if they allow it,) it is often hard to resist the darker Forces, as they lure one in… Like a fish , to the warm. Then ” pounce” like the ” monsters ” they are. Taking your mind, body, and reality. It is paramount, to remain ” YOU” at all costs. Never to lose, YOU! That way you stay mentally, and physically, strong. Eventually these darker forces, become ” futile” in their attempts to bring you to the depths of ” Hell!” To fight the monster, is tough! To have compassion for , wow! Even tougher! Yet it is doable!
    I love this memoir my sookybear! Love you! Podmates Twinflames 🐻 pact forever and a day! 12

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  2. You’re welcome, AC Twinklebear Lesley Maclean, my sweet honeybear! Your strength is an inspiration to me! I love you Forever and a day, my love. Twin Flames, Podmates, Bear Pact Forever! 12 12 12


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