MY BEAUTIFUL TWIN FLAME: Twinklebear and I are back.

This is the part of Twin Flames relationships you never hear about—the human element, where the two people who are inextricably bound together as Twin Souls, struggle and emerge victorious, in their “us against the world” tale of love and perseverance.

And believe me, there were times in this struggle, when it seemed like Twinklebear and I were the only two people in the world, who were actively involved in bettering the situation.

All others we felt, were bystanders, some perhaps with a measure of sympathy, but none who felt the depth of despair that Twinklebear and I felt. The daily pain and worry for us, was excruciating.

Those of you who have been following the Twin Flames journey that my Twin AC “Twinklebear” Lesley Maclean and I have been on, know that this journey was blighted for almost an entire year, by a health scare of Twinklebear’s. This was nearly half of our journey thus far.

For those of you who have not chronlogically followed our memoirs, you can find a synopsis of what happened here, in “MEMOIR: I SAVED HER LIFE”

I had an epiphany this morning

I know, you’ve heard me say that before. One of the amazing things about the Twin Flames journey, is that one seems to have epiphanies on a regular basis, much moreso than in life before discovering our Twin Flame.

Today, I realized that I am finally back!

While it is true that Twinlklebear is the one who had the health scare, and the one who has had to battle back to “becoming herself” again after life-saving surgery, and the trying task of gathering herself again—I realized that for the past six months or so—I had not been “myself” either.

Because Twinklebear and I are Twin Souls, and because this closeness of not only spiritual closeness, but a human closeness Twinklebear and I experience—I had felt and gone through on a daily basis, what my beloved Twinklebear was going through and feeling.

Those of you are who true Twin Flames, know of this synchronous empathy I speak of. Twins are so close, they feel each others joy and pain, in an extremely detailed way.

Twinklbear is doing so well in her recovery post-op, that she has declared recently….

“I am back”

The epiphany I had this morning, was that I am back as well! I am finally beginning to feel more like “myself” again! That was the epiphany I had, and the realization—that Twinklebear and I are both back!

I love you, Twinklebear
Forever and a day
Twin Flames, Podmates always
Bear Pact Forever!
12 12 12 in every way


2 thoughts on ““MEMOIR: WE ARE BACK”

  1. Yay! It’s amazing isn’t it my sookybear , to feel as though we are , dare I say it ? ( Back) to be able to slightly relax, and feel a bit more human again, or normal. Thanks so much for this great memoir, it really is wonderful. I love you always and a day. Twin flames podmates 🐻 pact forever. 121212

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  2. Yes, AC Twinklebear Lesley Maclean, it IS so great to be able to exhale, and say, “We are back.” To not feel besieged by the blight that we got rid of, to laugh and love, and relax.. So very great! I love you forever and a day. I love you TOO much! Heh…. Twin Flames, Podmates, Bear pact Forever! 12 12 12


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