I SEE MY TWINKLBEAR: When I first met her there was a recognition.

I sometimes can’t believe it.

At the risk of repeating myself in these memoirs, I really can’t believe how my Twin Flame relationship with my Twin Flame partner, “Twinklebear” Lesley Maclean has evolved in the last two years. I say this to myself in moments of solitude and reflection, with the utmost solemnity….

“It is like a dream!”

If Twinklebear were here right now, I’d say to her in jest….

“Yeah, it’s been a nightmare! Ha!”

Then in our unique joking fashion, Twinklebear would then “donk” me on the head with her “Donking Club!”

One of the solidly supportive underpinnings of our Twin Flame relationship, is our collective sense of humor. It is a sense of humor, that is peculiar to our commonly held regard for the healing properties of sarcasm, laced with wit.

Indeed, one of the things that so attracted me to Twinklebear, was her rapier-like wit and sharp sense of humor. That sharp sense of humor in fact, brought back latent memories of us in past lives, when we jousted just so.

It was as if the amnesiac mist of decades and centuries accrued—fell away, allowing us a look at ourselves, the way we were in past lives—making the same jokes with each other, playing out the same repartee, as we do today. When in the very early days of our this-lifetime acquaintance, I said to Twinklebear while mimicking an obedient husband….”Yes, dear!” Twinklebear responded spontaneously….

“And let me tell you another thing!”

From this simple exchange, something clicked, for the both of us. There was something so inherently….familiar….about the exchange, a deja vu feeling. No, make that a true latent memory of a time or times—when this well rehearsed repartee between lovers and spouses, was replayed like a time proven script.

I could tell at the time, that Twinklebear was as pleasantly shocked as I was, about how familiar this exchange felt, how comfortable it felt in the best hand-in-glove, comfy-old-slippers tradition.

Think about it. How often do complete strangers fall into husband and wife roles, and not feel uncomfortable and foolish while doing it? I felt elated at the instant comfort I felt with this wonderful woman.

It was as if we were subconsciously transported back to past lives when this simple exchange between us, was lovingly repeated. A true “time machine moment.” We didn’t know why it felt so familiar, but we know why now.

This might sound nonsensical to couples who are not Twin Flames, but this one simple exchange, had an immediate bonding effect between Twinklebear and me. After that moment, Twinklebear and I started to feel that we could say anything to each other, and that it would “feel right.”

I would say that at that time, our conversations began to have an “insider feel” to them, as if we were the only people who existed in the world when we talked. It was us in our Twin Flame world, while the rest of the world receded quietly into the background. We did in fact, begin to refer to our exclusive world, as “Room 12.”

This warmth of emotion, this uninhibited feeling of mutual comfort, is such a key as to whether two people are true Twin Flames or not. In that one moment, our High Souls once again made contact after many decades or perhaps centuries, apart.

We were beginning the process of reunion.

It is far easier in retrospect now, to realize that is what was happening, then. At that early time two years ago, neither of us was even familiar with the term, “Twin Flame.”

Room 12 for us has been a true sanctuary, where we were comforted by the other, where the salve of the other twin’s presence, “made everything alright.” Room 12 is a bonding place, where the other twin could be the only other person in the world, who can understand the other. It is that exclusive. Our compatibility in Room 12, is total.

My Twinklebear, it is incredible that our highly evolved Twin Flame relationship began, with a henpecked husband and nagging wife exchange. “Yes Dear” and “And let me tell you another thing!”—led to….“I love you, Forever and a day.”

I love you, Twinklebear Lesley Maclean
Forever and a day
Twin Flames, Podmates always
Bear Pact Forever!
12 12 12 in every way


2 thoughts on ““MEMOIR: REFLECTIONS”

  1. I will tell you another thing also sookybear ! ” I love you! ” Aww forever and day. I love the way we joke, and play, it’s so refreshing,and fun. I agree definitely how we’ve always before, in past lives ,been together. Our bond, is so comfy, and relaxed . When we are in ” room 12 ” my favourite place in the world, to be. This memoir, is totally great my sookybear. Thank you so much bearpact 🐻 podmates Twinflames forever and a day 121212 oh ” don’t forget to put the rubbish out! ” Let me tell you another thing….. Ha!

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  2. Hey AC Twinklebear Lesley Maclean! Shut up, and get into Room 12 and take yer clothes off! Ha! Oops..sorry dear, I was only kidding! *COUGH* Heh. Yes dear. Oh, I’m starting to remember from past lives, that “Donking Club” of yours! Didn’t I burn that inside the cave? Hey watch it! *DONK* Owwwww! Awww, I love you so much, forever and a day, my Funny Valentine! Thank you so much, and you’re welcome! 12 12 12 BTW, I was the one who took Dino’s droppings out of the cave with the wheel barrel the last three times! Why do I have to do it all the time? Those things are heavy! Awwww..okay, dear, don’t get excited. Hey! Put that club down! Arrrrrrgghhhh…..*DONK*….. 🙂


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