“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU–THE POEM”

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We were sailing along smoothly, lives in hand
September to December in twenty-fifteen
No surprises, great highs or dramatic screams
Mundane is mundane does, life spartan and lean

Then out of the blue, as the ‘ole saying goes
A bolt of lightning! Named “Twinklebear” Maclean!
Struck my heart, and the heart of my mind and soul
Her beauty and wit, and most important I think you’ll agree

Was her familiarity to me, as if we were once One
As if lifetimes together, resided beneath the surface
No pun intended, but vibrant with a life of its own
Sparking latent memories and retrograde lucid dreams

Then a funny thing happened on the way to “normal”
We were waylaid by the loss of map and GPS there
“Normal” nowhere to be found, our need now formal
A silent declaration made in our respective heads

“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU”

Writ large in big silent words
Each afraid to acknowledge
Each scared to put into words
For this would portend madness

Mere weeks into our friendship
We harbored the feelings of
A husband and wife of many years
Profoundly and irrevocably in love

“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU”

No, no, how can this be?
I can’t be falling in love with her
So soon, so very deeply!
The feeling existed, could not defer

We soon discovered, this feeling mutual
Dual insanity, or something else bigger?
Past, present and twin flame future
Predestined lovers, from eons past

We were “Twin Flames!” Bonded forever
As we began to realize, despite denial
This lovely obsession, we would not revile
Surrender your ships, resistance is futile!

“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU”

Once the beautiful truth dawned on us sublime
We began winnowing wheat from the chaff
We stuck it out in this period, painful at times
A period of introspection, tears, yet joyful laugh

I love my beautiful brat so much
She of the “Waaaa Waaa” so cute
Crazy in love, that I can’t dispute
A twin flame love burning bright

We weathered virulent storms
Both emotional and circumstantial
“Ironing out issues,” to the better
We found love deep and reverential

“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU”

A bigger and nastier foe laid in wait
Silent and devious, he invaded deep
Discovered and revealed in the light of day
He made us despair, and made us weep

Then God’s plan revealed itself
There was a reason for older than dirt
It allowed Genghis, to accrue his weapon
He would use, to slay the scumbag dirtbag

Our greatest enemy slain, we rejoice in recovery
Grateful that my Twinklebear, is on the mend
We ascend in clarity, secure in the knowledge
We cannot be without the other, moving on to blend

“I CANNOT BE WITHOUT YOU”

I love you, Twinklebear Lesley Maclean
Forever and a day
Twin Flames and Podmates always
Bear Pact Forever!
12 12 12 in every way

SCOTT “SOOKYBEAR” WONG

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